so today was really fun(:

went for drama and it was damn retarded, with simbian taking about 14 pictures of herself on bernice's camera and then me doing my romeo piece. haha.

then went down to church with bernice and sat and stoned for awhile watching the israel thingy. then pastor noel was saying "no temple, no sacrifice" and i said "no pork, no lard". that got us laughing quite a bit. then went to pray in the encounter lounge and set up our stuff. worship was alright, save for a few minor mistakes here and there.

and during the meditation time, uncle trevor played some JEWISH DANCING MUSIC which sounded like galloping horses. heh. so when he asked for whether anyone has a verse in mind, jireh was like THE ONLY VERSE I CAN THINK OF IS: some men boast by horses and chariots! hahah damn retarded la. haha.

then went for dinner after jamming with jireh [damn nice la!]. pastamania. apparently that's where we always go for for dinner. yeah so we were talking about charlene snogging jireh and all that. HAHA;)

so it's 8am in church tomorrow. sigh.

thanks for coming(:

(:

john = tired/collapsing/ near dead/ all of the three

went for breakfast with zheng ning, yilin, tue and adriel at serence centre macs yesterday. finished up a bit more of our presentation and loaded it into zhengning's laptop. yilin baked cookies for us and THEY TASTED GOOD(: so then we took two cabs down to imcb.

looked at the last worm mutant, the lethal one. at first we were all like OOH COOL. LETHAL. MEANS IT CAN KILL! and we were all expecting it to have some poison or claws or something. but it turned out that the worm was born without a vulva. so the eggs can't come out and so they basically just hatch in the mother and they eat their way out :

then we cleaned up our benches and continued the work on the powerpoint. i've NEVER been this serious about a powerpoint before. so we finished most of it with just some touching up to do and then we couldn't take it anymore and we went to ghim moh for lunch. yilin and tue went to withdraw money so zhengning, adriel and i went to the playground. damn retarded maannn. hahaha. so we had lunch [dapao-ed our food and we sat at some open area on benches] and then yilin came back with a CAKE for adriel and my birthday!

then it started to rain like mad and we ran through it to catch the bus back to imcb. then when we got back we finished the rest of the powerpoint and then it was presentation time! our group was the first to go and we set a really high bar because of yilin's extra information. hahaha yeah. so then we sat down and watched the other groups present. and it was raining outside, we had just eaten, and the other groups were using a really sleepy colour! so yilin was doing thiings to keep herself awake, like writing on my notes or kicking me or complaining that the other team was SO NOT LIKE OURS and stuff. HAHA. and zhengning kept nodding off so she resorted to drawing stars on her paper. at one time she was doodling and then she nodded off so she leaned forward and drew a long line across her paper before she woke up with a start! and i was in the middle and seeing two people sleepy made me sleepy so i was just being amused at the ways they tried to stay awake. heh.

and then IT WAS OVER! wash face, slap, slap ,slap. yeahh so we packed up and made our way back to the mrt. as we were STEPPING INTO the mrt, zhengning got a call from jin lee, our instructor saying she left her wallet behind. so i had to follow her back to get her wallet. she told me this joke which stumped me and i only got it as we were reaching the mrt again. cause it's like you tell a story using a few lines and you have to guess the whole story by asking yes/no questions. damn hard i tell you:(

so then i went to the pines to take a bath and then went to wesley for the start of the 24/7 prayer meeting. went on with the isow team to play from 10-12. i was playing the conga drums and my hands were aching damn badly after that. but fun la(: then our church led the prayer together with aunty ruth and this other girl from isow[can't remember her name] but who sings DAMN WELL. as in seriously. and the pianist was wah, the super flowy kind. the kind i love to play along with. so then bre led the prayer for the youth and we all gathered in the centre and it's just...

powerful.

that's the only way how to describe it.

going down for drama soon and then to church for our second slot from 6-8pm. heh

the way that you hold me
the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say

super, uber tired.

went to IMCB again today, reached there at 8.30, so watched a few youtube video's with kevin. laughed our asses off la. then at 9, it started and we had to go and look at our now grown worms. and we were so bored that zheng ning had this brilliant idea to draw BIG circles on the logbook and show what we saw in the microscope to use up the space and so we'll look smart. so we drew the worm trails and everything and we felt hungry cause it looked like spaghetti. and so me, zheng ning , yi lin and tue [both from the table nest to us] and adriel were playing "i never". like i've never worn adidas shoes before, and then those who HAVE worn adidas shoes have to put their finger up. if five fingers are up, you do a forfeit. and i was the loser who lost first so they made me declare my undying love to this RI fella:( anyway.

then we went for lunch at holland V again and we ate at the outdoor food centre which had MUCH BETTER food than the indoor one. was talking to zheng ning about random things as we were travelling back. then went back to the lab and stoned and looked at worm mutants:S which were damn sick. yeah. and then we played some more i never and crapped around.

so then delegated stuff for each other to do for the presentation tomorrow and then went home. we played some more i never on the train and zheng ning has TWO forfeits reserved for tomorrow when we have breakfast at macs;)

it's gonna be a looooooooong day and night tomorrow.

woke up super dead cause my maid woke me up WRONGLY at 5.30 and i couldn't fall asleep again:(

so i lay in bed trying to get to sleep and the alarm clock rang JUST as i was feeling drowsy:( so i just got up and left the house at 7.15, which was rather bad cause i had to meet kevin at RAFFLES PLACE at 7.20. ohwell. got there at 7.50 and then to IMCB miraculously at 8.15. met adriel and wesley there and checked out all the participants of the course. haha

so then we had this safety briefing where kevin was disturbing the shit outta me by brushing the foldble table eversoslightly against my phone in my pocket. hahahah. so then went to the lab where they paired us up and i got paired with this rg girl who's quite nice to talk to. yeah. then we had an early lunch and we went to holland v for lunch. prata there was HORRIBLE. the curry tasted like TOM YUM. tom yum prata:( hahah

then went back and sat through this boring lecture. and i was hoping that zhen ning [ the rg girl ] understood SOMEWHAT cause i didn't. anyway she didn't understand a thing too. so then i left early and aunty kathleen picked me up and went to wesley for the practice for friday. i was switching from percussion to piano to keyboard back to percussion. hahah. the drummer could use some work though. yeahh i think we're good to go anyway(:

so it's back again to IMCB tomorrow! at 9 this time(:

here i stand with my everlasting love

today was good:) had chapel for REW this morning. we did pretty good, built up at the right time, went down at the right times. i love playing with those guys man.

and then the day passed by rather fast ohoh and i played my last game of basketball during recess cause i'm going to IMCB for the next three days. so it was 4A1 versus the rest. and the other team had three guys from the basketball team. and my team OWNED the other team man. this is why my class is gonna win the inter-class basketball. hahaha. then i was talking to jarron and he was saying that MAN, THE OTHER CLASSES HATE US LA. WE'RE SMARTER AND PHYSICALLY BETTER THEN THEM! hahaaha;)

so then fell asleep in chem class (and got a marker thrown at me) and then had chinese remedial and then went for amath tuition with bernice. she was telling me all her lame jokes and seriously. ohmaaaaan. hahahahhahahaha. damn retarded la. and i was rather productive today(:

imcb for the next three days, bye bye waking up at 5.30(:

you'll never be denied
everlasting love!

i guess today was a sign of a very suay week.

woke up today to find a message by tim: JOHN COULD YOU HELP ME PRINT SCORESHEETS? for the chapel today. and i was like. omgla. he didn't print it! and then when i got to school, the air was somehow very musty and stale cause of the rain and the high humidity. and everyone was late for practice. the PA people somehow fixed a faulty cable to my guitar and only fixed it TEN MINUTES before the start of chapel:( and tim's guitar string broke, so he couldn't do the intro to mighty to save properly.

but God has a very funny sense of humour. at least the guitar cable was rectified and the monitors were working. and there were no MAJOR screwups so i'm thankful for that(:

school was a blur and everything seemed to be improving slowly. i got 71.1% for my lit ca(: and no teacher scolded me. heh. then had practice for tomorrow after school, which ended early because my maths teacher couldn't be bothered to teach. heh. so then went for drum class to find that my teacher was on leave and so i had to leave yamaha, trying not to be loser. and i went to cut my hair. it's rather short now.

tomorrow's the last day of school, and then IMCB for the rest of the week.

i guess that's a sign to take this slowly and not rush into anything yet. don't worry(: don't we spend time talking about nothing anyway? haha(:

went to church today. BB/GB enrolment service

we were SUPPOSED to have macdonalds catered for us for breakfast, but there were too many BB/GB officers and people so the noble people[us] didn't get macdonalds but it was okay(: hahahah. so cheryl, sean and i went over to buy ya kun toast.

then led powerkids worship and it was rather weird at first, cause i'm not used to leading children but it went alright i guess. then we were walking out of kuehn hall and guess who we saw??

james wong.

and his hair's like damn long la. so we hung around for a bit, catching up and stuff, then he went over to eat breakfast with his parents opposite church. hahah.

then after service we stayed back and crapped for a bit, i was jireh's serenading partner, playing the djembe while he played various self- composed love songs on the guitar. nice man. then had the 31st march practice and it went rather well(: i think we're all set.

penang hawker fare tonight. eat till drop.

went for drama today and it was rather retarded.

miss evelyn was trying to make me do my romeo part and simbian was asking me to choose between her or elliot to be juliet. i mean, what kinda choice is that?! hahaha. so yeah. got a rough idea in my head of what to do and i need to get swords for the fighting part. toys r us sounds nice(:

then went down to church for the 31st march worship practice. we were like starting off the prayer part when alwyn came into the room and he straightened his hair! so jireh was standing next to me and two of us immediately started stifling our growing laughter. not easy. cause our faces were facing the door and we saw his new head shape and we couldn't control it, and cheryl and grace were standing opposite us and they were laughing looking at us laughing. yeah. practice was good. jeremy kept going off time cause josh wasn't there with the bass! hahah ohwell, you did good anyway! hahaha

final destination 2!
an enchanted moment, and it sees me through
it's enough for this restless warrior, just to be with you(:

ah i'm bored.

little wonders by rob thomas is nice. and mervyn is suddenly basketball crazy. asked me where to buy a basketball, what brand, what size, what material, how much. this is good. looks like all the tafclub sessions are finally paying off(:

let it go,

let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know

the hardest part is over

let it in,

in the end,

we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made

in these small hours

these little wonders,

these twists and turns of fate

time falls away

but these small hours

these small hours, still remain

let it slide

let your troubles fall behind you

let it shine

until you feel it all around you

and i don't mind

if it's me you need to turn to,

we'll get by,

it's the heart that really matters in the end(:

all of my regret

will wash away somehow

but i cannot forget

the way i feel right now

in these small hours,

these little wonders