sigh. the bustle of school is starting to take its toll on me. i've got so many things on my mind that i can't reli think straight.

anw had practice for the wedding yesterday night. That's Why We Are Beautiful is a... beautiful song. haha. its reli nice and flowey. then practiced the other songs and finally got Showers Of Blessing right. as a resolve, no more disney music til the wedding. haha. it's ok if you don't get it. it's a long story. ;) haha.. ended at like 10.30 la.

had training today. i felt we didn't play very well cos the bunch of us who got reli close during the holidays had the momentum kinda shattered by the other guys who didn't go for the holiday trainings. i mean, you learn to work so well with others until they're like your second selves and then some new guys come and you have to start all over again. i'm not blaming anyone though.

clearing my thoughts would really do me good.