"it's not worth celebrating your best fighter's skill if your army loses the war." - asian philosopher.

played against ahmad ibrahim sec today. started the match horribly, allowing a 20-point gap by half-time. then in the 3rd and 4th quarter, we started becoming alive. we closed the gap to 64-65, (us down by 1) and then 66-65. that's when things started to go horribly wrong. they began their full court press and we slipped back down. final score: we lost. 77-88. but the guys played superbly and that's all that matters.

and now for the self-centered side of this post. i had the best game in my life, scoring 37 points, grabbing 20+ rebounds and blocking 7 shots. hahaha:):):):) i suprised myself man.

i think i'm going to let God take over my decisions. i'm not going to rush it and watch helplessly as everything falls apart. thanks for the advice everybody. and shaun. for the book. here's to singlehood! (: