last night was really... unexpected. found out about a few things which got me quite shocked and yet strangely reluctantly happy about. aye. then before i went to sleep, i was trying to forget about the three o clock thingy and then i fell asleep successfully without panicking like mad. hahahaha..

then this morning bernice told me that she was scared like hell at 3am and yeah. i think she's really perceptive man. heh. yeah.

anyway, today was my 'happy day'. i woke up feeling strangely happy and feeling as if i could do ANYTHING. which was true. cos when i went to school for amaths remedial, i was the first to solve the differentiation question and the people who usually beat me in this sort of thing came round to ask for help! omg. sadly, that highness is geting less and less. i need something to cheer me up. quick.

the confusion of it all.