i'm in this stupid mood again.

it's the one where everything seems to be going wrong and i'm effing pissed off at basically everything. so yes, today i had training and dean drilled me in post moves which basically means i get under the board, shove the person blocking me away and put my whole weight on the shot to make me invincible when i jump up in case the person comes back to block me again. we both got super pumped up and i was getting more and more rough and stuff and we were just going on and on till i got the hang of it and until dean's mouth bled because of my repeated hammering. but he didn't care. he just wanted to make sure we were perfect for tomorrow, letting everything else on our minds take a backseat. now THAT'S a captain.

and then while jumping for a rebound in some other thing, i landed with my foot slanted on jared's foot. i felt it go down and i basically rolled with the shock to lessen the impact but still came away with a twisteed ankle:( but i don't think it's anything major and stuff. heh. then i was lying there on the floor with my legs propped up on a bench and mdm tan came in and thought i broke my back and neck or something. HAHAHA.

faith hope and love. i need lots of it man. beatty tomorrow.

i know it's what you do, but don't INSIST that i follow along and be so condescending about it. and know that i'm not superman. i can't concentrate when i'm this tired and in this mood. i'm not going to curse and scream. it's just not right.