a really rough day, with some smooth patches.

woke up this morning feeling really depressed cause i was thinking about it last night and yeah. full story, limited edition. hahahha. so i didn't open my mouth to say anything to anyone until i got to school and i sat with the guys in stoned silence. honestly it was quite bad, the mood. so anyway went up to announce the results and yew jin cheered me up only slightly and then i went back to my class, and i had trouble concentrating for english and i kept lapsing back into my sorry state. didn't even talk to shafiq. then bre messaged me and she did a great job of cheering me up again:D thanks man:)

then had pe which made me happy even more cause i got 265cm for my SBJ! heehee:) and my shuttle run timing went down to 9.3 secs! yay! AND i did FOUR pull ups!!! :D:D yeah.

and then during training i almost went back into depressed mode again. cause only eight people turned up and mdm tan was scolding the eight of us for not getting the others to come. i mean, whatthehell la. and she even went as far to say that she didn't even like this team from the beginning. i was prepared to just walk off and just go home. but then we decided to reason with her and it went RATHER okay. because of my [almost drained] calm aura and yew jin's nonsense. hahaha. so then we decided to have a match just for the fun of it and it was just so crazy watching everyone pull of retarded shots and moves. but i guess this is how the game should be played. fun. so i'm gonna hang loose tomorrow, have fun, and make it as much fun and flashy for the other guys as well. because that's what basketball is. it's not really a sport, it's more of the entertainment value. hey, you don't see fat men jumping of their couches imitating kobe or old grandpas kicking balls like gerrad [RIGHT BRE!! :D]. no you don't. they just sit there and expect the guys playing to make their cable tv bill worthwhile. by making it fun. so that's what's gonna happen tomorrow. we're gonna have fun. :))