i don't think any amount of words could describe how ****ing pissed i am now):

for crying out loud, bio's in TWO bloody weeks' time! and after that lit paper is a bloody FIVE DAY BREAK before three PAPER ONE'S!! PAPER ONE. forty bloody MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTIONSSSSSSSS. and morning afternoon and night is damn not well with me. for five stinking days.

i'm so taking back what i said in the previous post now, FOR OBVIOUS REASONS.
and it's ONE WEEK before something good happens, and even that's not certain):

when you nag, i see HIS face. the PA one. or should i say, the PL one): think cell summit and church camp): whatever makes me roll my eyes in anger and disgust.

if i had a paper today, i might as well go fail it. cause there's no no no way i can concentrate on anything now):
i need a prayer, a hug, something to help me forget.

i need you):