okay i'm now back from japan and youth camp

japan wasn't too bad. hotsprings, disneyland and universal studios. queues were crazy, weather cold, dry and dusty. bus rides elapsed four hours in the mountains with seats too small. technology is mad, phones are sexy, toilets have butt washers.

so came back at 12.17 in the morning, then packed for youth camp.

youth camp was not too bad as well! okay, so the first two days sucked like shit, because my group was the smallest and we didn't have the chance to bond properly. so we kept on losing every single game and okay la, i'm the person who doesn't like to lose. then on the third night we had the night games led by derek and that gave the whole group a chance to bond extremely well. then on the third day we swept the benchball games by winning everything and that made us the overall champion even though we came in almot last in all the other activities. then on the third night we had the extended worship and i got so frustrated over certain things that i just stopped playing drums and sat there cause i didn't know what to do anymore. then morgan came to pray for me and i just broke down in tears.

at vision farm, it's so dark that you can see the stars. and He made the stars. every single gazillion one of them. and they fill up the night sky when there isn't any light around. like a light in pitch darkness, they do help to show you certain things. that's what they did for me too. joshua wong came over and talked to me, thanks man(:

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