okay, well, so i'm using the computer again.

i finally went out today, like on a weekday, like after school. like at 5pm. and i finally finished my PI, so that's good too. was looking at the nikon DSLR pamphlets and i miss using one, like when i used sarah's in south africa.

it's damn hard not fighting back to everything now. part of me (the obvious D part) is kicking around and fighting to justify it. the other part says to forgive. so yes, i've moved and changed, and i'm not going back there again. God please help me ignore everything and well, thanks for putting into my life people who actually care about me. I really need all the help and support i can get through this period.

i need a talking to.

this is the lull before the storm man.

p and p starts in a week and i think this is the last chance i'll get to use the computer for this long in a while. sprained my ankle in a match with TJ on monday, but it's recovering rather nicely and it should heal by monday(:

i'm still reminded of the word during chapel on monday, where the speaker said that though many doors open for you, the important thing is in which door you enter. i think that's what i've got to figure out for myself now in this super busy schedule of mine.

and thanks for all the help people(:

ohwell, here we go.

so this week's been really really hectic, with p&p dance and text and syf and basketball and all, so that's the basic reason why i haven't been online for the past few days. hahah i'm starting to really like dance now, and i'm really excited for p&p! (:

watched the pillowman again last night with the deppers. maybe it's because i watched it before, but it didn't seem as spectaclar as last time. i mean, it was brilliant and fantastic and damn good, but the style of it was changed, so it came across as more comedic. it used to be dark and moody, and ariel would shout a lot, but well, it's still dark and moody, but a bit lighter. and ariel shouts less. ohwell, michael corbidge was fantastic anyway.

busybusyapril.
busybusymay.