okay, well, so i'm using the computer again.

i finally went out today, like on a weekday, like after school. like at 5pm. and i finally finished my PI, so that's good too. was looking at the nikon DSLR pamphlets and i miss using one, like when i used sarah's in south africa.

it's damn hard not fighting back to everything now. part of me (the obvious D part) is kicking around and fighting to justify it. the other part says to forgive. so yes, i've moved and changed, and i'm not going back there again. God please help me ignore everything and well, thanks for putting into my life people who actually care about me. I really need all the help and support i can get through this period.

i need a talking to.