a reminder that out there somewhere, there are people waiting to get you.

i don't think i'm the only one feeling it though, but that was a timely reminder that if your weak point shows, a touch to that affects you. i was at the dentist yesterday and well, because of this cold/flu thingy, my gums got a bit infected. when she was cleaning my teeth, a mere touch to the gum got me wincing in pain.

maybe this is why i try so hard to be good at everything, to win all the time, so that no one faults me for doing badly and hits that weak point. it's only coming in full force when this year started after what happened last year. add that to my already overpowering D personality, and i don't want to see what's going to happen to me in the near future.

so hello, the five of you. you've got a golden ticket.