okay hello everyone!

i'm sorry if i haven't been talking to everyone much cause it's been orientation at ac from wednesday, from 7.30 to 6, then other stuff, and got back at 12 just now! it's been so so fun there for the past 4 days, getting to know the og people more and playing dirty games where we get mud, starch, milo and grass in every opening of our body.

so i guess that bonds everyone.

hahah yeah, then we had dancing and cca exhibitions, where canoeing people and choir people came up to me and insisted that i join their cca.

the 'campfire' tonight was amazing, though we didn't have an actual fire cause it was raining and the event was in the hall, everyone still got high and shafiq and his gang started a train thingy during the dance and everyone was dancing and stuff, then we got high and did a billion and one ac cheers and i was doing a couple dance with shafiq which was kinda gay cause we were trippping up cause i only learnt the guys part and he only learnt the guys part, so i was the girl and i was damn lost. ohwell, we were high.

then we led the whole j1s in ac cheers and ohwell, we were high.

who do you wanna be? AN AC WARRIOR
i miss you too love

so it's the end of an old year, and the beginning of a new one.

the photos show the people who have helped make this year an awesome one(: thank you(: thanks for the advice, encouragement, guidance, laughter, friendship, love and everything(: as we move on into the new year, may we continue to share and treasure this friendship(:

the verse that probably carried me throughout the year is from phillipians 4: 13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. from basketball matches to major exams, God really does show his power everywhere(:

happy new year everyone! (:

christmas was wonderful(:

and then i went for penang fare twice, so i think i put on weight:/ ANYWAY, managed to watch national treasure and i am legend. hahha both movies weren't too bad! but i think legend was nicer(:

this year's christmas presents were more quality than quantity. psp, fedora, topman shirts, neverending sports equipment aaaaaaaaaand a balloon pump. hahah courtesy of aunty koon sin to help me with my ministry;) HAHA thanks anyway!

had worship practice today and the other members had a belated christmas present, courtesy of the new drum shield, which helped then to keep their eardrums intact;) hahah yeah good stuff man. then uncle silas and i switched instruments for awhile for the fun of it.

signal fire(:

on a lighter note, christmas is coming and i got a psp. going shopping tomorrow.
thanks bre, thanks grace.

cambodia was fun(:

got sent off by a crowd at changi(: got there and went to the church, settled down and had lunch. well, that's what we did almost everyday.

so so many things touched my heart over there, like the way the kids SCREAM after a song for worship, the way God shows us his power in so so many ways, providing for our every need, giving us fantastic translators in the form of undergraduate school teachers who have a great sense of humour, and most importantly, the heart of worship. the best way describe it is that it's indescribable, and the only way to experience it is to go there. because over there, they might not have the best sound system in the world, or the best singers or the best musicians, but the cambodians really have that heart to worship him. and that hit me off my feet.

so thank you everyone, shawn, jeremy, cheryl, david, gracii!

it's good to be home(:

yesterday was good(:
well, let's just say i learnt a lot about heroes(: and good prata(:

and when everything's screwed up, that same person comes back and makes it all better(:

when everything seems so fine, someone else just has to come in and
screw it up for me. ):

japan.

okay i'm now back from japan and youth camp

japan wasn't too bad. hotsprings, disneyland and universal studios. queues were crazy, weather cold, dry and dusty. bus rides elapsed four hours in the mountains with seats too small. technology is mad, phones are sexy, toilets have butt washers.

so came back at 12.17 in the morning, then packed for youth camp.

youth camp was not too bad as well! okay, so the first two days sucked like shit, because my group was the smallest and we didn't have the chance to bond properly. so we kept on losing every single game and okay la, i'm the person who doesn't like to lose. then on the third night we had the night games led by derek and that gave the whole group a chance to bond extremely well. then on the third day we swept the benchball games by winning everything and that made us the overall champion even though we came in almot last in all the other activities. then on the third night we had the extended worship and i got so frustrated over certain things that i just stopped playing drums and sat there cause i didn't know what to do anymore. then morgan came to pray for me and i just broke down in tears.

at vision farm, it's so dark that you can see the stars. and He made the stars. every single gazillion one of them. and they fill up the night sky when there isn't any light around. like a light in pitch darkness, they do help to show you certain things. that's what they did for me too. joshua wong came over and talked to me, thanks man(:

i need you now):