you caught my soul when i was struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you

hahah i've got that song stuck in my head now(:

yesterday was just great(: met bernice and watched lions for lambs, then met simbian and elliot and went to taka to buy sushi and look at the christmas exhibitions sale thingy going on. we got very amused at the keyboard and playing different versions of mary had a little lamb. elliot had his bubbles.

yes and then we went back to cine to watch beowulf. while waiting, we went up to the arcade and watched elliot on the para para machine. he's got some new funky butterfly moves which got him second place in the high score board. hahahah hilarious i tell you:D

so today was the laze-around-day, followed by prayer meeting at night where shawn and bre had a hokkien-teochew-which-turned-malay quarrel and we all got high from laughing at charlene.

i belong to youuuuuu!

okay, this is post number 400!

it's been half fun half boring these past few after olevel days. had the class party on saturday night and it was good stuff(: played like 20 games of bridge an lazed around, talking cock with various people. then they popped about 15 bottles of sparkling juice and ming yang was running around outside the house screaming with the bottle of sparkling juice.

bre, cheryl and charlene came over yesterday to bake. hahah charlene drank about 3 litres of water. anyway, cookies were good(: then went to SRT theatre to watch the pillowman with bernice and my parents. show was very good, adrian pang and shane mardjuki playing these policemen who were investigating the murder of three kids whose deaths followed closely to the stories written by the condemmed guy in the show. very good stuff, psychological horror comedy. i wouldn't mind watching it again(:

i'm going to sit on the gyromax in about 2 hours time with shafiq. hahah bre says it sounds damn wrong. hahha i guess it does. gyromax. gyromax. and then finally to watch stardust(:

tomorrow! tomorrow! is only a day awaayyyyyy(:

okay, so today's the first day where i woke up unhindered by any worry! hahah went to the gym at pines and did the abdominal machine until my whole abdominal muscle section cramped up and i was struggling to straighten up but it was kinda painful, so i looked like some crazy scrunched up thing. good stuff.

had pepper lunch for lunch and then bought new books to read to kill my boredom(: but mostly for japan and cambodia. hahah

i miss your smile
i miss your laughter
where did it go?

and so, it's finally over.

went to kevin's house after bio yesterday and then went to town to cut my hair. then went back and played with his wii(: however wrong that sounds:/ hahah then changed for grad night and then made our way to raffles town club.

grad night was good man(: our MC was damn funny and the food was good, i.e. picture 4. hahah that was my fourth helping. then al of us got damn high at the end and everyone was jumping up and stuff singing YMCA which totally destroyed the vocal chords and then followed by the school song which finished all of us. never heard the song that loud before(:

good stuff man(: i'm gonna miss everyone.

and the drama audition went okaaay, forgot my lines and had to keep looking at the paper. anyhow, got the offer for the first three months there(:

okay, i shall now find something to exorcise my boredom. hot fuzz sounds like a good idea, before i go to the night safari tonight(: yes, ladies and gentlemen, the NIGHT SAFARI:D

OOOOOOKAYYYY!! :D

it's FOUR days till the end of olevels and i sure as hell CAN'T WAIT for it to finish! well, it's three days for those who don't take bio. i'm damn high now and i need to go do something active before i implode (:

two hours
two days
eight months

that's the other reason(:

the FREE in freedom can be spelt already(:

as i was telling breanna, on 13th november, i shall walk out of the auditorium at 10.30 am, tear up my entry proof and scream at nothing(: sounds good! join my cause;)

haha yeah so after physics today i went to play basketball after getting a wave(: hahah yeah and so me dean lionel ian yewjin and jeremy were played 3 on 3 after i came in. two minutes later, me and dean knelt on the floor, lionel and yewjin were bending over. HAHAH talk about sucky. so we were like OKAY GO DRINK WATER! haha yeah. we were shooting airballs for the first part, then everyone got warmed up and went back to their usual form of playing.

sec twos come in for their training and the coach asked us to play against them. they're all good now man. all of them grew! vertically and physically. there was this play where i went up to jeremy for a screen, then he ran past me, i turned and collided with yande. his knee drove into my upper shin and my whole leg gave way:/ i'm still hurting. haha yeah. and martin and william are gooooooood. aiya, they'll thrash any team next year la(:

so! it's the weekend already, followed by four papers on monday and tuesday:/

it's always better when we're together(:

it's goooooood(:

haha just came back yesterday from malaysia. pulai springs resort is damn nice(: had a barbecue dinner on saturday night and a&w's for lunch on sunday(: hahha yeah. spent most of the time cooped up in the room (which was damn big), doing work or playing bridge with the two graces and jeremy.

and so. today was a good day(: had english paper 1 and 2 in the morning. composition topic was HEROES (: (: (: (: nearly fainted from delight(: yeah, so wrote a not-too-bad story about the adventures of a deaf boy and his best friend-turned-girlfriend.

then collected school magazine and went to macs at serene centre for lunch with shafiq;) came back for emath paper 1 and it was okay! hahah i hope i get an a1(:

it's three more weeks!!! i spell 'FR' in freedom already(:

i don't think any amount of words could describe how ****ing pissed i am now):

for crying out loud, bio's in TWO bloody weeks' time! and after that lit paper is a bloody FIVE DAY BREAK before three PAPER ONE'S!! PAPER ONE. forty bloody MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTIONSSSSSSSS. and morning afternoon and night is damn not well with me. for five stinking days.

i'm so taking back what i said in the previous post now, FOR OBVIOUS REASONS.
and it's ONE WEEK before something good happens, and even that's not certain):

when you nag, i see HIS face. the PA one. or should i say, the PL one): think cell summit and church camp): whatever makes me roll my eyes in anger and disgust.

if i had a paper today, i might as well go fail it. cause there's no no no way i can concentrate on anything now):
i need a prayer, a hug, something to help me forget.

i need you):

okay! so it's day three of the most important month of my life [to date], not including march. haha;)

got my drama results on saturday! 89/100, distinction:D so stayed back awhile at the studio to help out with the halloween decorations.

sunday was just good la(: (: (:

had amath on monday and tuesday, both papers suprisingly doable! i guess the three days of amath in school paid off(: haha and i've never seen our cohort THIS QUIET in my life.

hahah and so it was chem today. i'mgonnageta1i'mgonnageta1i'mgonnageta1i'mgonnageta1.
haha i wish man. see how i do for paper 1 la(:

is it just me or is the olevels rather enjoyable? in more ways than one(:

thanks grace:/

1. The person who tagged you is: Grace Cheah Hui Shi

2. Your relationship with him/her: Sister

3. Your 5 impressions with him/her: she has mood swings, fear of tiny spiders, can now play the piano and keyboard [very well], knows how to dance, knows me for 14 years.

4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: watched a movie that i like but she didn't

5. The most memorable words that he/she had said to you: WHYYYYY!!!! mumblegrumblepoutstampsfloor.

6. If he/she will become your lover, you will: ohplease.

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be: see above.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: hahaha she won't, due to some unspoken bond between siblings, we still love each other though we do the most idiotic things, which she doesn't do very often;)

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be: hahah see above

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: not let her see that i wrote that above:/

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: A wonderful sister;) [yes, and this too]

12. How do you think people around you feel about you: that i have the potential to turn their jaws around their face. HAHAHA bernice said that. hahah

13. The character you love of yourself is: i am GENERALLY patient;)

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is: yes, i'm fat.

15. The most ideal person you want to be: michael jordan or lebron james(:

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people:Optional (and in no particular order)!
1. Breannachan
2. Berniceleong
3. Joshualoke
4. Clairechung (who sneakily reads my blog)
5. Winniekok
6. Elliottan
7. Ameliakoh
8. Jirehwong [do it on friendster or something]
9. Joshuawong [hahah same]
10. Andrewtan

17. Who is 6 [elliot] having relationship with? hahaha wouldn't we all lke to know? ;) haha probably his guitar.
18. Is no.9 [joshua] a male or a female? oh. definitely female.
19. If no.7 [amelia] and 10 [andrew] are together, will it be a good thing? hahahah that might be interesting! ;)
20. How about no.8 [jireh] and 5 [winnie]? like leonardo dicaprio [discount the looks] and gisele bundchen. the molehill and the mountain;) HAHAHAHA
21. What is no.2 [bernice] studying about? same as me, but no bio and history, add geog. haha
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [joshua]? whoa. hahaha a proper chat would be [gulp] at last year's projectpong! WHOA.
23. What kind of music band does no.8 [jireh] likes? if i were to name all the bands and people, we could go on for DAYS.
24. Does no.1 [breanna] have any siblings? yeah! three sisters! ;)
25. Will you woo no.3 [joshua]? used to, till lois got into the picture! HAHAHAHA
26. Is no.4 [claire] single? hahahaha ARE YOU, CLAIRE? (:
27. What's the surname of no.5 [winnie]? kok
28. What's the hobby of no.4 [claire]? hahah i have no idea!
29. Do no.5 [winnie] and no.9 [joshua] get along well? hahahah not bad la.
30. Where is no.2 [bernice] studying at? SCGS
31. Say something about no.1 [breanna]? i think the first person i talked to outside my family, which was when i was two or three or something;) hahaha
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 [jireh]? yeahh, didn't work out. HAHAHAHHAA
33. Where does no.9 [joshua] live at? haha jurong. haha am i right?
34. What colour(s) do(es) no.4 [claire] like(s)? hahahhaha i would think green and brown!
35. Are no. 5 [winnie] and 1 [breanna] best friends? well, they're neighbours!
36. Does no.7 [amelia] like no.2 [bernice]? i think they might've played badminton against each other.
37. How did you get to know no.2 [bernice]? drama(:
38. Does no.1 [breanna] have any pets? hahhaha nope
39. Is no.7 [amelia] the sexiest person in the world? HAHAHA OKAYYY LA.